Crushing

A Big Hello :] I don't know who I'm gonna talk with but I have a crush on someone. I tried my best not to like him but I just couldn't resists it. Tall ,dark and beautiful that is my boy. Something about him that me feel something whenever he looked at me. I don't want to ___ but somehow I just felt like he likes me. OMG !!! Maybe not. But something I catch him looking at sometime HAHAHAH. DO you ever wonder what did guys felt when like a girl? Are they nervous when they around the girl they love? Do they think about us 24/7 ? Do my crush like me back ?

You...

Assalamualaikum and hello. Today, I wanna tell you a story. It's my love life. For you to know Imma fool,stupid. I rejected somebody who love me waiting for someone I love. And right now I just realized how much I love him. Many people told that he love me but why he gave up? Why the time I need him the most he gave up? I've lost in this cruel world. I've drown loving somebody who hurt me until I lose him. Dear Ashraf, I want you to text me ,call me and smile at me.I miss you not him anymore. Call me please.... I felt like I wanna cry last night because you... Didn't looked at me yesterday. Didn't text me or call me and you didn't replied my text. Are you mad at me or have someone else? I hope on 27th Dec I can meet you and say 'Hi'. I don't care if people say I'm desperate because I am . I'm desperately in love with you. Whether you're not the kind of boy with a handsome face but I guess love is blind. One thing i want to say you'd said you love me but why you do you left me. I know it's my fault for rejected you so many times but I guess its karma that now I want to love you. Please.... I am so sorry. p/s : don't hate me

manusia

Assalamualaikum. Hello. Manusia ? Why ? Yeah human kadang-2 macam ughhhh... Sakit hati come on la just let it be. Stop envying ok? Just because you didn't get what expected doesn't mean you have to make excuses like 'Allah bagi 1 A sebab nak kita usaha la straight tu ujian lah', Tak lah boleh straight kat dunia barzakh lah. Oh come on ! Nampak sangat lah macam korang or hampa tuh nak cover diri sendiri. Tau tak sakit hati ? Hello !? I got straight As because I've tried OK! Maybe hang tak dapat straight A sebab hang tak baca buku update status FB setiap 1 jam so don't make a dumb excuse ok. Oppsss...lupa lah saya form 3 tahun ni and on 19th Dec and that today. On 11 am , I got a smile on my face because I got 8 As err...dengar macam riak pulak kn? No no no... But I'm just happy like Louis Tomlinson. Haha...but the funny thing is I'm late for my result. Cari kawan then Azriena kata 'Wei,hang dapat lapan A' masa tu tak percaya kott. Pi la ambik ARGGGGGHHHHH... so happy Ya Allah ,terima kasih Alhamdullilah . Masa I'm all alone so smile like a crazy girl and jump up and down. OK that's all. Bye :))

Selamat Hari Raya

A big hello :) opsss...assalamualaikum. Raya dah nak dekat . Yeah ! boleh makan kuih raya..nyum nyum paling special rendang daging ibu . Nyaman :) Raya tetap raya tapi trial mai buat kcau ja mood nak raya. Adush ! Anyway, saya dan kakak saya cadang nak buat kuih raya . Insyaallah.. Sekarang ni nak tanya sat . Iklan raya mana yang hampa suka ? Kami suka ikln dua anak yatim tuh. Best sangat walaupun air mata saya akan menitis kalau tengok. Dua anak yatim tuh bersungguh-sungguh nak balik kampung walaupun buta dan pekak, anak yatim dan tak ad duit. Dah la mandi kat masjid walupun mak depa dah meniggal tapi depa teteap balik sebab rindu kat mak depa . sedih :'( Tak boleh tgok sebab sikit-2 nak nangis tapi best. So meaningful :)) So, pengajaran bagi iklan ni ialah Love and appreciate your parents eternally before they gone and care for them. They are one and only there's no one better than them :) Anyway , Fizi dan Ahmad dua-2 comey geram tengok mcam nak cubit :D Amar Akbar Anthony such a great story for all of us. Why ? Sebab kita ni rakyat Malaysia berbilang kaum dan agama. This story have tons of moral value . Walupun lain agama tapi kita tetap sama mungkin kulit tak but we're still the creation of Allah :))

Last word, selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin. Maafkan saya kalau ada salah dan silap :) Have a wonderful hari raya !

Ramadhan :)

Assalamualaikum ! and Hello ! Bulan puasa puasa puasa ! Yeahhhh , terasa seronok pon ada walaupun saya akan berasa lapar tapi saya perempuan ada cuti meyh ! Hahha..ish ish ish tidak baik tidak baik kata begitu. Sempena Ramadhan niy : This cute little kitten wanna say to you 'Happy Ramadhan dan tingkatkan ibadat sempena bulan yang penuh suci ini !'

Dua hari pertama saya tak dapat puasa dengan baik. Saya tidur =,= sebab saya pening-2 maybe because saya baru lepas demam tapi saya masih selsema :( Dua minggu lagi nak trial PMR dan saya tak study dengan bersungguh-2 harap-2 bulan ni dapat buat saya insaf anyway :) smile always . Walaupun sekolah balik pukul 3.20 hari ni but I'm okay yalah itu semua kerana menuntut ilmu. Ibadat ... Saya tak tau dah nak kata apa ni but Happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak :) Have a nice puasa and May Allah bless you always :))

In reality

A big Hellow :)

Why are this happen to me? Astafirrullah. It is my fate. The reason why sometimes I felt that I hate my self is my own attitude. A bad attitude . Sometimes I felt like I'm the worst person in the world. I'm bad-tempered , my emotion can change but I love animals. I remember the time when I really mad and I've ruin a beautiful sunny day with my own tears. I cry when I get mad then I blame others. Bad right? I wanna change my self but I'm not strong enough. My life are full with sadness but I'll always smile after the tears and laugh as hard as I can so I don't have to regret when I'm crying cause I've laughed before. Thanks Allah. To forget something is the hardest task in the world but I learnt something that we have o smile always smile whether we hate ourselves. :)

Dear sidewalk

A big hello ! Hari entry happy-2 sikit hahha. ok it's lame.

Really aku support geyla-2lh dengan gambar ni. Why ? Because it is have happened to me. Everytime I walking with my two others friends . Honestly , I'll be left behind. It is because of sidewalk. Sidewalk jahat sngat-2 jahat you too small. My two friends who walk in front of me or sometimes behind me talk and talk and I have to put my head down cause I couldn't even listen to my friends' conversation and I have to day dreaming . I've to talk to myself but unseen . Sometimes I wish the sidewalk will become bigger I hope the sidewalk take more protein for their growth so I can walk properly with my friendsand talk to them and not felt so lonely. I felt so left behind whenever I walk with my friends on a sidewalk. :'(