In reality

A big Hellow :)

Why are this happen to me? Astafirrullah. It is my fate. The reason why sometimes I felt that I hate my self is my own attitude. A bad attitude . Sometimes I felt like I'm the worst person in the world. I'm bad-tempered , my emotion can change but I love animals. I remember the time when I really mad and I've ruin a beautiful sunny day with my own tears. I cry when I get mad then I blame others. Bad right? I wanna change my self but I'm not strong enough. My life are full with sadness but I'll always smile after the tears and laugh as hard as I can so I don't have to regret when I'm crying cause I've laughed before. Thanks Allah. To forget something is the hardest task in the world but I learnt something that we have o smile always smile whether we hate ourselves. :)