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Assalamualaikum and hello. Today, I wanna tell you a story. It's my love life. For you to know Imma fool,stupid. I rejected somebody who love me waiting for someone I love. And right now I just realized how much I love him. Many people told that he love me but why he gave up? Why the time I need him the most he gave up? I've lost in this cruel world. I've drown loving somebody who hurt me until I lose him. Dear Ashraf, I want you to text me ,call me and smile at me.I miss you not him anymore. Call me please.... I felt like I wanna cry last night because you... Didn't looked at me yesterday. Didn't text me or call me and you didn't replied my text. Are you mad at me or have someone else? I hope on 27th Dec I can meet you and say 'Hi'. I don't care if people say I'm desperate because I am . I'm desperately in love with you. Whether you're not the kind of boy with a handsome face but I guess love is blind. One thing i want to say you'd said you love me but why you do you left me. I know it's my fault for rejected you so many times but I guess its karma that now I want to love you. Please.... I am so sorry. p/s : don't hate me