Like then Hate

hello peeps !
I don't know when and how and why . Lately , I got a feeling when it comes to boy. And it hate feeling. I guess it all happend because the GREEN shirt guy.Put all the blame on him sorry..didn't mean it but I hate guy since I have a crush on you boy. All the boy i know and don't know when I look at them feel like i wanna punch them in their faces. And I don't know why. When I online facebook and boy send me a 'hye' and I ignore cause the thing that they know is flirt gir. Like yesterday when i walk with my sister in front of cyber afe and boy hitted the glass of cafe and laugh. If I could , I've maki all of them. You damn fucking boy !

Dear GREEN shirt guy,
     Here is a message for you to know. Do you think you fucking handsome because now you not.okay, maybe its only me who think like that but you are UGLY. I don't know why I been this way maybe because too much watching It's Kinsley Bitch but I now hate you not love you i mean LIKE you. Now, I hate you and I don't know why. I just hate you.    Thank You. :)
                                                                                   sincerely with love and hate,
                                                                                                                              NFAM

Now,  I wanna say sorry for all the harsh words I used.

Black Guitar

Hello peeps !
All of my lifetime . I really damn wish to have a guitar. My own guitar but it just a dream , i know my mom or anyone wouldn't buy a guitar for me. I obsessed with guitar because of Taylor Swift. Damn she make me gone mad all the time including writing song. All my note book full with song that write it myself. But I never sing it cause I can't sing.yeahh...Just waste paper right? Poor plant hihi...ok its lame. I'm damn shit wanna learn to play guitar. I've learn but forgot already cause I damn young that time.

awww... I in love with this black guitar..

its just $47.95 (us dollar) kot.

hihi...like it because its black ...

ok its lame again....

if i could steal my cousin's guitar. it has  been a long time ago.i wanna play with it but my cousin kinda kedekut. he'll never let me touch it. hate him...All the single ladies here that aged less than 24. you can have my cousin if you want he single and sincerely from my heart whether i'm kinda hate him but he handsome and smart. you'll have bright future if you with him.

here it is Alif ! ok , maybe he look not handsome in this photo but he handsomer outside..

bye !

HP obssesed

Assalamualaikum and Hi ....HP obssesed ? Yep, that's me ! Harry Potter ekkk...bkn handphone ka ap ka. Kita cakap loghat utara sat lah..hihi..Jangan salahkan aku slahkan J.K Rowling yang tulis cerita best sangat ! Dari buku first Socrerer's (sp?) Stone smpai lah Deathly Hallow. Dah taw jalan cerita eleyh mngkin semua orang taw maybe that what you think right now. Tul tak? klau tak malu den...Benci2 sebab ad 4 buku ja 3 x dak! nak2 ! tapi mahal xdak duit ! uwek2....ni nk bebal ni !

Nak taw dak ap sebab kenapa saye suke Harry Potter sebab saye suke ! maybe sekarang korang pikir yang bdk ni gila and blabla x nk ckap ehh tulis nanti malu ja klau salah ! Saye suke Sirius Black walaupun dlam cerita ni dia orang tua dh suke nk buat maam mna kite ckap KL plak ehk?...Bellatrix Lestrange @ Helena Bonham Carter pling suke ! She's good at acting ! Jangan lupe Draco Malfoy .. hihi.. Tom Felton. jangan la kate saye gatai ! sye cuma sja2 syok !

Pasal JK Rowling saye jadi gile ! benci tpi suke ! Teringin nak main Quidditch ! blame Miss Rowling ok?...she's writing too good and drive me crazy ! urgh ! Suke Remus Lupin and Severus Snape jugak haish gabungan yang pelik. Lupin si Marauder hated by Snape ! dah penat bye !

   'Lets go Father , I think Harry doesn't want to talk to us. He just too polite to ask.'
                                     - Luna Lovegood. The creator and breaker of a awkward conversation.

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Sirius Black ? Who's that ? hehe... its one of Harry Potter's character muncul dari buku Prisoner of Azkaban.

Godfather of Harry Potter and mati dalm buku Order of Pheonix.

Setelah sekian lama ad dalam album dalam komputer sekarang baru perasan nama Sirius Black ada kat bwah gambar ni. umm... rasa2nya quote ni tertulis dalam buku Harry Potter and The Order Of Pheonix atau Deathly Hallow.. sorry for this rubbish I'm a Harry Potter obssesed.

p/s : Sirius Black one's of my favourite character in HP

Draco got a teddy !

crazy. am I crazy ? I just a HP obsessed (sp?)

There's no more

Assalamualaikum

there's no more? no more what? if u asking so keep reading la. if you read my other old post especially (sp?) Goodbye Forever then maybe you can guess what you gonna read next so let not waste the time. here we go

Baby Noney Ludacris Belieber my favourite cat in this world has gone. Before he gone, we spend a lot of time together like sitting againts the wall at the back of our house while I stroking his long fluffy fur. I making it short so ...easy for me to write that the truth.

so here the following :

   - there's no one will accompany me while i mad

   - there's nobody will come over and over again while I keep pushing and hurting them 

   - I can't be a videographer 

   - I can't act like a photographer

   - nobody will play with phone again

   - nobody will sit with me on the green couch in front of our house

   - no one will play with my hair

   - no one will sit on my homework while tries to finish it

   - nobody will jump up on the laptop while i'm busying play with it just because i'm not pay attention on him

   - there's no one will pee on the bed and make an innocent face after that

   - there's no one can make me hurt myself while pulling you out of the bushes full with thorn

   - there's no one will follow wherever i go

   - there's no one will make me yelling on top of my voice just to find you

   - nobody will be hiding inside the tunnel ever

   - there's no cats will make me cry so bad when i lost them except you

Goodbye FOREVER

Baby Noney Ludacris Belieber.

Kucing yang paling aku sayang dah pi dari dunia ni .Tak sempat aku nak sentuh dia buat kali terakhir dah dengar dia dah pi. That I adopted for nearly 1 year and don't even look at his pretty face for the last time ! Paksu aku cakap dia selalu duduk atas tangga depan rumah tok sebelum dia sakit.Kenapalah aku bodoh sangat tak pi rumah tok aku? tears run down from my eyes when heard that he's gone while remembering that my favourite cat has gone .

Noney ! a stubborn , playful , annoying cat aged 1 year and 4 month but never mating gone ! i gonna miss you ! there no other cat can replace you !

Tomorrow

Assalamualaikum :D big hello !
Hari Khamis minggu  masa sains kena pi kemas bilik recycle and jumpa satu poem tajuk 'Tomorrow' tertarik nak baca and its the best poem i've ever read...naishh.....

As mankind does another tribal dance
in hope of something turning into wheather
i wonder if the earth still has a chance?
if people cannot seem to work together

it seems the voice of reason is to meek
and never heard above the cry for money
one people needs to stand up tall and speak
destroy the myth of ageless milk and honey

Chill okay !

Assalamualaikum and a big hello !
Fine, aku taw la blog aku ni cuma ada 2 follower but i just it to be private..pergh.,segan la rmai2 ! 'chill okay'? nak taw napa??? nak gitaw lani... semuanya bermula masa kawan sebelah aku H yang message ngan her crush (only when she don't know the truth yet)

  Dah lebih setahun dia minat budaxx laki ni nama T******n ... Guess it yourself... tanpa pengetahuan aku dia hantar surat kat budak ni mintak nombor. Go back to school mak aiy ! Dia happy but dia tersyak benda pelik lepas budak dlm klas (kwn bdak tu) taw mcam2.. mngkin dy atau bdak tu yg mesej ngan dy ! and now, bila ada spy yang tolong tnya kat T tu 'mesej ke x ngan H?' and T jawab 'x mesej pon ngan dy ! so cruel that guy feel like gonna kick his butt . so, sincerely i'm kinda sorry for her ! :(
jadi, Chill Okay H ! just forget him !

I miss you babe =)

a big hello =)
i miss you babe bukan pakwe tapi seekor kucing yang cute lagi menawan jiwa dan raga. i and my family have move and we left our little darling at my grandma's house...so sad ='(...now, kami semua missing him like crazy ! kami fall in love with him masa tengah jalan2 kt SP lalu ternampak dia ngan adik betina dy kat dalam pet shop.i kinda pity his sister because lastly have to be alone tanpa abang dia...but nak buat macam mana ibuku hanya suka tom ja...anyway,kami sayang sangat kat dia dah jadi macam adik kandung sendiri...he's a part of my family !

                                  Baby Noney Ludacris Belieber =) *noney for short. our lil' big bro ;)

that him ;) cute ! imissyoulil'bro :D

Sorry ;(

A big hello !

I know I've made a lot of sin , mistake and macam2 lagi. Semuanya sebab hang jugak ! Aku cuma nak hang taw yang aku tak maw hang menaruh harapan kat aku.... sebab its will hurt you. sorry sebab tadi aku kata 'hampa memang kurang ajar pun' aku saja ja kata ! and sorry untuk sapa yang terasa jugak ! aku tak serius pun just you know me and my big mouth ! x lah big sangat ! anyway, aku tak maw la nak cakap dengan hang dan kawan-kawan hang. nanti mesti depa kata 'ehem..ehem..hang suka kat dia ka ?... of course not. aku cuma rasa bersalah ja ! k ? anyway, hang memang ada bad attitude and bad record pun !

Jangan Lupa Namaku

Walau aku tidak bersamamu
Jangan engkau lupakan diriku
Walau aku tiada di sisimu
Jangan engkau lupakan namaku

Kerana
Aku mengingati mu
Kerana
Aku men’cintaimu
Andai aku
Bisa bertemumu
Dengan senyum ku tadah syukurku
Andai aku bisa menyentuhmu
Air mata pasti deras gugur
Kerana
Aku merindui mu
Kerana aku sentiasa
Menyintaimu oh sepenuh hati
Walau kamu
Jauh di mataku
Jangan aku hilang dalam kalbu
Saat kamu samar mengingati
Jangan aku terus kau lupakan
Kerana aku
Sentiasa mengingatimu
Kerana aku
Sentiasa menyayangimu oh kekasih hati
Andai aku bisa memelukmu
Pasrah aku tabah diujimu
Andai aku bisa dicintai
Dengan rela menyerahkan hati
Kerana
Aku merindui mu
Hmmm Kerana aku sentiasa menyintaimu

love it... anyway, selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin ...
maafkansaya jika saya ni ada buat salah ! loveyouall ! 

you're my best friend because...

✓ kau selalu memahami saya                                                                  
    you always understand me


✓ sentiasa tertawa apabila saya melawak
    you'd laugh when i joking


✓ kamu sentiasa menyatakan bahawa saya kurus (i'm thin)
    you always say i not fat 


✓ kita boleh bersembang berjam-jam
    we can talk for hours


✓ sekiranya saye tersesat hang akan cari aku !
    if i lost you'd find me !


✓ bila saye menangis , hang akan nangis dengan aku
     if i cry , you cry with me too


✓ saye sentiasa mempunyai ruang di dalam hidup hang yang penuh kesibukan
    you make room for me in your busy life


✓ satu pelukan dari hang bernilai 10 daripada sahabat lain
     one hug from you worth 10 from any friend


✓ hang merupakan suara hati aku
     you are my conscience


✓ you rock dunia ak
    you rock my world !


love u pal ! ;D 
cheer , chill , control !










    

don't say i ....

assalamualaikum...

i known him about 3-4 thun...and aku tidak pernah ada perasaan  sebegini....
in wednesday, aku nak turun tngga nk gi makmal komputer for ICTL ...
terserempak dengan si dia anak Dziyaudin...opss terlepas la plk !
( jangan gtaw spa2 taw ) nnti kena mkan pnmpak sedas nnti kang !
Dia tnya 'Hang nak p mna ?' mcm dlam lgu yg ada dlam blog ni..
hati aku jdi kebah , resah , gelisah la... takut sangat...(gatainya ak , x sngka ! )
nak ckap ICTL trckap 'Dating' !!!!!!!!!!!  argh !!!!!! benci ! awatla aku ni.
lepas tu , chickening sna chickening sni mcam orng gila !
that all ! thanks for reading !
assalamualaikum...

LoveitLikeit

When you were standing in the wake of devastation 
when you were waiting on the edge of the unknown 
with the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now 
you were there and possibly alone. 

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation 
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known 
remember all the sadness and frustration 
and let it go, let it go. 

And in the burst of light that blinded every angel 
as if the sky had blown the heavens into stars 
you felt the gravity of temper grace falling into empty space 
no one there to catch you in their arms 


Do you feel cold and lost in desperation 
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known 
remember all the sadness and frustration 
and let it go, let it go. 

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation 
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known 
remember all the sadness and frustration 
and let it go, 

let it go 
let it go 
let it go 
let it go 

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation 
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known 
remember all the sadness and frustration 
and let it go, let it go.


Linkin Park - Iridescent

thank God

olla, alhamdulilah i've got my own netbook and its free...thank God because murahkan rezeki and thank Gov of Malaysia because give away free netbooks for us called 1 Malaysia ! love it ! like it! in'joy it !

MR TJ & MR AA

MR TJ you took my drawing file
put your name on it
are you insane or what
not just file but my heart too
don't know why my heart start bumping
so fast like hurricane when i saw you
as year go passing by
hey he come MR AA
looking at his shy smile
make me go extremely in the another world
which one i should choose?
MR TJ & MR AA both of you make me going crazy

p/s dedicated to my friend <3

Third Blog

salam , olla and hello.

truely, this my third blog.the other two i throw it because it's not like what people one and mcm skema smcam. dan gedix skit so my third blog ... hope it will be like what i want. if u pretty interest in my third blog. follow k?

=) lastly, hope it will be better. love u . thank krana bca wlaupun smcam ja ayt ni.

and one more thing,follow leyh (sound like desperate right?) bru ak prasan . ayt ak mcm trgedix sana trgedix sini..kbye ><